You're right, this is scary.  Not as scary as my brother dressing up as Cher for Halloween, but I don't think anything is scarier than that.  Anyway, I wish I had some great comment to help but I can't think of anything. Keep your head up and off the pillow(s) and don't worry, things will get better for you.  I mean it has to, I said it, it must be true.  

Marty  =o)

Ginababe!

I love you.  If you ever need me, call me.  I'm always here for you!

Hey you...been catching up with your xanga again as I haven't had a chance to "visit" you since the flurry of e-mail activity last summer. I like what I hear. :) Except the part about apathy, falling apart, etc....but I know exactly what that is many times over. So from one who understands...may His presence guide you. Try praying this prayer over and over throughout the day whenever you think of it:

"Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner."

It's not magic...but if you put your heart in it, you'll sense Him.

phil

The other day Phil asked if I was apathetic, and I simply replied, "who cares." It would be hilarious if I was joking. Keep trying to surround yourself with those people who build you up. I know you have a ton of fun with those little ones you watch sometimes! You have always been awesome with kids. And... when you're not surrounded by supportive people, take time for solitude. God works really well with broken people... I Love You.

Lisa :)